Unworthiness left a void in me

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My childhood abuse left me feeling unworthy, a big hole in the center of me.

I had a void, I carried a feeling of shame around with me.

I feel these holes in me, my flaws under a spotlight.

I used to be ashamed of my holes, my flaws, my weaknesses.

Meditation practice cleared up that mirage.

Those thoughts of shame and unworthiness faded under intense scrutiny.

Now, I am a happy piece of Swiss cheese.

It amazes me, small steps changed my life.

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3 responses to this post.

  1. Posted by Anonymous on July 26, 2019 at 4:45 pm

    I am so proud of the hard work you have done to get where you are today, Marty. Keep it up. Your journey has helped so many people who have had so much turmoil in their lives!

    Luvs U Sweet Pea

  2. Beautiful in every way Marty. Beautiful in every way.
    (I love your blog!) Andrea šŸ˜€

  3. Thank you
    That is kind

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