C-PTSD:.. Loss and Judgments are Mirages of the past or future………..They do not Exist in this Moment!!!!!!!

My abilities, skills and endurance have abandoned me from aging and a car accident.

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This vulnerability hit hard, for a professional athlete like me, who had never experienced my body failing before.

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With a weakened body and chronic pain, my PTSD exploded with a traumatic phone call.  Life would never be the same.  My childhood, my father was right beside me, again.

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From all this misery, pain and anxiety, I found I was perfect, right now.  If an old disabled jock can be perfect, so can any of you.

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We do not have to overcome anything, accomplish anything, just be present and try your best, then rest.

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